Current mood:	cranky
Current music:	Sean Paul - Get Busy

real shit
i dont know where the fuck my life is going..but who gives a fucking shit, right? on my quest for God..that's working out.but not in a way. on my search for higher education...i dont fucking know about that. people always and forever talking shit...ugh, fucking people. work? i dont fucking know. i hate that shit. almost everything = shit. i got some people that love me, and i am forever greatful. i know i got a God who loves me...but i'm still searching. fuck, i want out. i need out.

i hate sounding emo.

thank you corey for always bringing the noise and bringing the funk. thank you monica for being the best...ever. without you 2, i am nothing. you all take my shit...esp. when it's super shit, and keep me at bay. i love it. you 2 are the best ever. best friends one could ever ask for. thank you monica for being the motherfucking shit for a girlfriend.

there are other people i'm down with, and that's awesome. but for the most part..i hate almost everything. i don't want too. but that's how it is. i need some fucking direction.

fuck st.petersburg
fuck pinellas county
shows fucking suck..well..many of them do
being tired fucking sucks...but with all the crazy shit on my motherfucking mind, i cant sleep.
i know, i fucking cant stand when people bitch about dumb stupid pointless shit on their journals...but that's what i am doing..so i will stop.